i've tied and retied the knots
words threading this way and that, what will be the perfect line to loop to her
around Jupiter?
and join the Sun in shouting out an invitation
to continue a conversation
with a friend i lost
i can be a lot
what's the perfect knot?
the threads loosen and refuse
and melt to goop
a cosmic, magical solar-infused
alphabet soup.
big planet be my megaphone to him
i'm not acting on a whim
but felt deeply into this
and here i am.
the spirit mail, or spell:
we all get overwhelmed
please convey that
my heart is in a better place to hold itself.